I wish I would have heard these words...instead, I felt the pain but never got the "I'm sorry that I hurt you....I never meant to make you cry". My abuser "meant to make me cry", that way I was weak and to borrow his word, "Pathetic".... he liked me weak and "pathetic" so he could feel big, powerful, in control...

Casey James - Jealous Guy

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John Lennon - Jealous Guy By Casey James I was dreaming of the past. And my heart was beating fast, I began to lose control, I began to lose control, I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry that I mad you cry, I didn't want to hurt you, I'm just a jealous guy, I was feeling insecure,